Name: Haru Matsuda

Age: 19

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Gay

Height: 160 cm

Weight: 58kg

Hair Color: Originally blonde but he dyed it pink

Eye Color: Blue

Looks: Haru has a very fluffy and unkept kind of hair. He used to have platinum blonde hair that he inherited from his mother and curly hair thought.. when his mother died he had changed the color of his hair because his father kept on comparing him to her and freaked out.  Haru has a lot of small scars all over his body because of abuse and small self harm cuts on his legs from when his mother died and he felt like he wouldn’t come back from that. Haru also is very short for a boy and has a slender hour glass shaped body and long eyelashes and a bit fuller lips. He overall looks like his mom a lot.

Personality: Haru is a bit distant towards other because of his past but hes not a bad kid after all that happened to him. Yes he can lash out and can be irrational but he likes peace and quiet. He enjoys drawing and exploring. After he moved to his grandparents house he shown that he was very good at cooking too and enjoyed it. Since he never really had friends or any real family interactions he really enjoys spending time with his grandparents. He also likes to catch things and interact with things drawing them or just watching them like a little kid would since he didn’t had really a childhood he lives it all out now. Hes rather curious and open to try new things. Thought hes not very open towards people and especially not love.

Story: Haru was born in Tokyo in December. He was a healthy boy back then. With a loving family and living grandparents ont he mother side of the family. But .. everything has changed when his mother had became sick right after giving birth to him. Since she was so weakened from giving birth she got a very bad illness and her state was worsening everyday. Haru did his best to help his mom and so did his dad but the more time passed the more worse the mother got. The father began to blame Haru untill Haru became 12 and his mother died… His father became horribly abusive and he wasn’t getting any better he became an alcoholic as well and he constantly had refered to Haru as Ayumi aka his passed mother. His father eventually had started to get more and more abusive and in his drunken state once raped the poor boy. That was the point Haru couldn’t take it anymore. He began to harm himself and dye his hair going down a bit of a rough patch. But once Haru was old enough he moved in with his grandparents in the farm at Hokkaido. far from his father. He was 19 by then. Finished school but he had no job so he decided to help out ont he farm work there and be the one to take the heavy stuff down to the small little town they had there and sell their goods. Haru also picked up a few hobbies when he moved there. Like drawing and painting also cooking and sewing. He learned everything from his grandparents such as gardening and making special medications. He loved his grandparents with all his love and the new place he finally lived at. His grandparents allowed him to have the whole upper floor to himself since they knew he loved to look at the nature and the lake that sat next to their house a road was between the house and the lake where not many cars moved by. An empty lot behind them and a very nice old couple in front of their house. It was all so peaceful something Haru never really got when he lived in the big city. This was all he really wanted.